What the fuck? Put your teeth to the curb, ‘cause right now I’m gonna stomp your fucking face in. I hope you drown in all the cum you fucking swallow to get yourself to the top. You’re just a trend, just a fucking disease. How could you look at yourself in the mirror? You stand for nothing and your heart is untrue.
Every single thing about you is just a clone of the last ‘you.’
How people can react so uncharacteristically in certain situations? How someone you have known for years upon years can suddenly change? What makes us this way? Human nature perplexes me…
Yet, isn’t it strange that I am the one who is causing this confusion? That I am the one who has changed and who has acted so unlike myself. I never thought that I could cause you, of all people, so much pain.
I loved you; no, I still love you.
Our bodies glide like phantoms,
on a frozen ballroom floor,
My love, there’s nothing to fear,
Here our shadows melt together,
swaying softly as one,
Subtle chills tickle my spine,
Let your heart engulf your mind,
Intertwine our fingers and hold on tight,
this night is far from dawn.
“I think that this is what you want, but even more than that; what you need, or what you think you need. What you’ve never had, but finally got an unobtainable reality that you feel you will never get but already have an unsatisfiable urge that you will always have, but never be able to quench nor cleanse. Forever chained by ones unbreaking trust; a sword of trust that frees you into the darkness. Once you are free, you are lost, not by deed nor vision, but by emotion. And your heart betrays you and you find your promise broken. A hollow joy overtakes your spirit. Lost, but not alone; never alone.”
A Little Bit On The Reblog and Win Side
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Oh my, there is a TumblrBot. o.o You startled me, sir. Anyway, preferably everywhere; I want to see as much of the world as I can. A few specific places would be Croatia, Brazil, Iceland, China, Germany, Italy, and so on… :3
I needed somewhere to be free; somewhere to express my thoughts without fear. This is why I am here.
I might as well introduce myself; my name is Melanie and I am currently 17 years old. I have many interests, which I’m sure you will find out about sooner or later if I stick with this website but do not want to bore you with now. As much as this post may suggest, I am not typically a depressed and troubled person. I am very free-spirited, perhaps too much so. I enjoy helping others and seeing their happiness. I have a love for all things and I try my best not to use the word “hate” for I believe that hatred for anything only leads to wounds in the soul. I would love to consider myself a “religious-nut” but, sadly, my relationship with God has much to be desired.
My goal for the future is to pour my sweat and tears into medical school and earn my doctorate degree. My hope is to become a coroner/medical examiner. (Yes, that is correct. :P) I want to help aid the souls and the families of those who have passed from this world suddenly or violently.
I am currently enrolled in a medical class at a career center and have mixed feelings about the course. For one, I find much of it too easy and slow-paced. I am also a bit irked at the instructor sometimes for her close-mindedness and naive attitude. I have attended this class since the beginning of my Junior year. The other half of my school day is spent at a Catholic high school. I have been blessed enough to receive education here since my pre-school days.
At the moment I am listening to the Zutons and trying to clear my head of clutter with this post so that I may continue with my schoolwork which desperately yearns for completion. D: There is so much that has been left unsaid, and I am sure I will be back to this website regularly. I don’t care who sees this, or if no one sees it at all; the fact that it is out of my mind is all that I need.
